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2 days to go and it’s becoming a struggle …

Self isolation when you take anti depressants and have a long history of mental health can stay balanced but if something knocks you it can turn quickly. Unfortunately today that happened to me.

So art wise I haven’t drawn or created anything. I have however tidied and organised that pile of receipts that I had put to my side to deal with. I now have a file that includes receipts for the business from 2017 to end of 2021 and it contains all my loose sheets I had deposited in various boxes around the study so that was a big achievement once I got past the procrastination stage.

Also I have spoken with my commercial insurers to move my policy to the new premises.

I notified my co tenant and landlord of my return to the shop on Saturday post isolation and my dates for moving to new unit, when I will be closing accounts on electrical supply and contact re. Business rates – items I took charge of at the start of the tenancy because I was there in the shop setting it up, This all felt constructive and I am pleased with the process and steps I have already taken towards he move.

I also contacted a sign / flag company whose products I like at Down the Beach on the seafront and investigating which of their product line will fit my needs.

Then to what was to be a piece de resistance a sign for the shop door about my circumstances and informing when I would reopen, drawn and taken to the shop for me by Andreea my regular art for fun participant. Great design and I gave her the wording.

Sign for the shop

Then…I hear from another business in the courtyard who has taken an executive decision to direct that my sign is not put up. I was taken aback and it then hit me and my mood, I had no capacity to just shrug it off, here was someone at their own behest cancelling my decision as a business and stopping me notifying my customers. I have replied this evening making it clear that on day 8 of self isolation this knocked me for 6 and to never so that to my decisions again as I would never make decisions for their business. I shared the sign on social media for the shop instead where none of my regulars have questioned the wording at all- yes I caught covid, it’s in our community, I am doing my self isolation and I will be back this Saturday. It’s called being honest and I think potential customers can handle that.

So a reset for tomorrow and the last two days, maybe just fun and not admin. I am intrigued to see what reaction I get to my reply.

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